ethan

shedtwt • 5’3 • cw: 109lbs, gw: 90lbs, ugw: 80lbs — minors pls dni

[ethan @_butterflycals]

okay #edtwt and #shedtwt reintro bc i haven’t been here in a few years

im ethan, im 20, im 5’3

cw: 114lbs
gw: 90lbs
ugw: 80lbs

uhhh idk what else i need to put

looking for some new mutuals but beware im not super active

🐊

[ethan @_butterflycals]

but it’s really inconvenient some days bc im working blue collar and i need my energy and specifically try to eat more on long hot days 😔

[ethan @_butterflycals]

i think i’ve accidentally turned into the type of anorexic that doesn’t like eating. like i basically have no appetite anymore, no desire to eat for a few weeks now, i used to pray for days like this (losing is still going slow bc im already a healthy weight)

[ethan @_butterflycals]

someone pls fix our healthcare 😔

[ethan @_butterflycals]

ik im canadian bc i just saw a tweet of someone talking abt how they were waiting a while to get an appointment with a doctor and they finally got one but it’s two years from now and my first thought was “oh that’s not that bad”

[ethan @_butterflycals]

may update my bio to 110 even if it isn’t true just to like manifest it idk. it is admittedly a shitty scale i got the cheapest one at walmart it was like 30$

[ethan @_butterflycals]

just weighed myself and i was gonna make a tweet abt how i’ve been 114 for like a month now and it doesn’t budge AT ALL but i decided to step off and try again and it said 110? something different for the first time in a long time?

[ethan @_butterflycals]

i stepped off and on a few more times, spaced it out over like 20 minutes too and now it’s only saying 110?? specially 110.1 every single time?? i’m so confused wtf is my weight 😭😭

[ethan @_butterflycals]

i would cut deeper if i didnt lowkey have a weak stomach

[ethan @_butterflycals]

i feel like a larper i’ve actually never hit beans. i’m not like scared of the pain it’s just the look of them i think id get grossed out 😭

[ethan @_butterflycals]

weird thing i just realized, i didn’t have a thigh gap when i was at my lw but i do now that im abt 12lbs heavier? i was a lot more active back then, maybe it was muscle? or just my body changing as i age ? odd idk lol

[ethan @_butterflycals]

also i was 102lbs??? i don’t remember getting down that low 😭, starting over from 114lbs fml

[ethan @_butterflycals]

jk i’m back

[ethan @_butterflycals]

hey haven’t logged in for a bit but i recovered :) so bye i’m logging out lol

[ethan @_butterflycals]

hey haven’t logged in for a bit but i recovered :) so bye i’m logging out lol

[ethan @_butterflycals]

ur parents buying you a treat when you’re waist deep in an ed is one of the worst feelings

[ethan @_butterflycals]

@loveIique congrats!

[ethan @_butterflycals]

january 26th

[ethan @_butterflycals]

january accountability thread

[ethan @_butterflycals]

january 24th

[ethan @_butterflycals]

@vampyjeong it’s oddly accurate ??