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[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

does the universe wanna throw any more punches at me?? pls??? like knock me out cold, bro. i’m dooonnnneeeeeeeeeeeeee.

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

@aheath3 and i used to suppress that shock w booze

no more of that tho cause i lack self control 🙃

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

bringing yourself back after being in fight or flight mode is the toughest thing ever

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

@aheath3 i’m trying but i wish i could feel them in doses lol all at once is overwhelming

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

one of those days that i can’t stop my brain from going in circles

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

i’m so drained

i just want to feel like myself again

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

i just want my spark back

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

i wish my brain had an off button

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

i always find myself over reacting, overthinking, over explaining.. and for what?

part of me is like.. i need you to hear what im saying and see how hurt i am.

and another part of me knows in the moment that’s it’s pointless cause ppl don’t care anyway.

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

i just want to feel peace

i’ve been in fight or flight mode for so long and i think it’s literally destroying me in more ways than one

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

pls let me hate you

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

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i just want to hate you

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

this is the creativity we like to see

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i had a dream i was dating jacob elordi and then i had a dream i was dating mac miller

you could say woke up rly disappointed both times

[tatyana ;) @tatbaee]

he b like “i hate seeing u cry” then make me cry

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bro💀

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

@lzubia23 i’m trying. it’s a work in progress.

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

i just don’t want to be sad about it anymore

[✨c a r l s ✨ @_caaarlss]

i keep thinking i’m fine and then i’m not