being trans is feeling like a dimorphic monster for ten seconds and then like god's little handpicked ultra-sexy sculpture the next, hyper alternating between the two and eventually getting too exhausted to look in the mirror one way or the other and jerking off alone
do this thing where i get really obsessed with music any well adjusted person would find incredibly grating. and listen to it over and over for comfort
@omwtfybkat i'm surprised i have never considered this... i think it's because so many of these kinds of songs dominate my listening it would be so much of my library lmao