@SsirHorLar@peegzy1@Preshmahn I think like this alllll the time!!!! Omg especially if the bathroom is nasty or tissue not on the roll i immediately think it’s been rolled all on the floor 😖
Thinking back on younger me I used to have so much more personality and people really ruined it for me and made me want to hide myself including adults. I really need to find myself again
“But you survived” I disassociate, like a lot. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. I'm far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often. But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.
I stopped telling people when my mental health starts slipping again. Once I heard someone say how exhausting it is to love someone with depression and anxiety it stuck with me. The last thing I ever want is for the people I love to feel drained because I’m trying so hard just to keep my head above water. So instead, I drown quietly. Alone. Not because I want to, but because I’d rather suffer in silence than be a burden. That’s a pain most people will never understand.