i feel nothing towards my mother anymore. just disgust. yet i feel guilty for it. why? she has done irreparable damage. why should i feel guilty when she doesn’t lose a single ounce of sleep for what she’s done
i went so long without love as a child that i used to fantasize about a knight coming to save me. how silly is that? now i have that love, but the knight can never save you from yourself. no matter how hard he tries. at least im not alone. i love him more than anything