* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

𓍊𓋼𓍊𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊 shtwt/edtwt

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

it’s time to say goodbye i’m deleting this acc

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

how ????

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

I ate normal all the time for the past months but how did I end up at 49kg when i was 55 not so long ago

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

the only time i love myself is when i did. drugs and my eyes look like this :❤️🫶🏻

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

my mh turned from sh into drugs now i’m using lol ❄️💊hehe

[-ˏˋelle | edtwt / shtwt / obslove @DazaiOsuma11]

chocolates shaped like body parts 😻😻

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

currently sad that my scars are fading and i’m missing my gf

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

the past three to four days i have such an constant anxiety feeling in my stomach it’s not normal

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

@Alistair_ss it looks good not infected in any kind but be careful

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

hate myself so much i’ve been eating today and it makes me physically sick anyways tomorrow is a new day that will be better hopefully

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

today is the fucking last day i’ll eat stuff

[grinchy | edtwt @scozcool]

Me after saying purging is harmful and I’m never doing it again

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

@j0sdi i’m gonna try this starting tomorrow because i already ate today

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

just weighed myself and i gained 4kg now it time to loose it all 😎 edtwt

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

going to relapse badly on my ed because i don’t give a fuck anymore starting tomorrow !! 🫶🏻

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

@hiejoys both honestly

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

i think it’s time to get worse with my mental health again so relapse it is

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

@__absquatulate_ feel it

[* ⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ @_deaad_fairy]

so scary // how has it been already two months ??¿
promised myself i’ll do real recovery this time and looks like i’m doing okay !!
i’ll start with pilates on saturday to get a bikini ready body 🫶🏻😎