for once, put you first and do what makes you happy. live your life on your terms to the best of your ability... it's time for you to feel free, to be at peace, to be happy. your time is now.
if you really fucked with me like you claim you do, you wouldn't keep putting me in a position where i have to keep defending why i keep you around, where i constantly have to bend rules and my boundaries for you, etc. it's just not possible.