isolated and ostracized for much of the year, I owe a world of gratitude to the handful of people - many of you strangers! - that have listened to me. Validated me. Supported me. And understood why I am inclined to speak publicly. To tell my story. To not succumb to erasure. ♥️
tenuously re-engaging with my long estranged family and really trying in earnest to connect but not a single person in the group chat has laughed at this side by side I sent of baby me sharing an uncanny resemblance to old Mickey Rooney ☹️
@mattsutaaki Ummmm okay, brag much?*
*me: a Californian whose been away in exile for a decade plus and the last green thing I’ve eaten is my envy that you’re there and I’m not
@pjh2thamax I hear you! for me it’s mostly like…terminal curiosity, deep innate laziness, a basically incurable propensity for procrastination etc etc that keep me enduring and still around. But yeah, ABSOLUTELY, food and pets are 💯 very much strong supporting players in the equation too
Idk being alive is pretty hard when the only thing you’re certain of is that you should have never been born in the first place and would objectively be better off dead
Idk being alive is pretty hard when the only thing you’re certain of is that you should have never been born in the first place and would objectively be better off dead
@seltzerprincess enjoy the flowers if they are starting to peak their pretty heads. mtl was hell for me in so many ways but the flowers always brought comfort and delight
Just realized I tried to kill myself on 4/20, so for the rumor mill: Yes, I was smoking weed with Hitler. He still has the same beliefs, but he's gotten way more New Agey. He said, "I wouldn't even want to be the Führer now," and I said, "Dog, you are Hitler, but I feel you"
Looking at old photos of flower arrangements and getting sentimental like l'm looking at photos of former loves of my life (which, of course, they are)
These babes were “foraged” end of summer blooms from my old neighborhood. MTL 2024