elvis depressedly

the fear of being missing out / I also do music: @operators_band + STELLIUM. sometimes I write about booze

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

isolated and ostracized for much of the year, I owe a world of gratitude to the handful of people - many of you strangers! - that have listened to me. Validated me. Supported me. And understood why I am inclined to speak publicly. To tell my story. To not succumb to erasure. ♥️

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

@JennJefferys THANK YOU

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

tenuously re-engaging with my long estranged family and really trying in earnest to connect but not a single person in the group chat has laughed at this side by side I sent of baby me sharing an uncanny resemblance to old Mickey Rooney ☹️

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

no amount of knowing better helps me know any better

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

@DownstairsBrian Oh honey I am so so sorry ❤️‍🩹

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

@mattsutaaki Ummmm okay, brag much?*

*me: a Californian whose been away in exile for a decade plus and the last green thing I’ve eaten is my envy that you’re there and I’m not

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

@pjh2thamax I hear you! for me it’s mostly like…terminal curiosity, deep innate laziness, a basically incurable propensity for procrastination etc etc that keep me enduring and still around. But yeah, ABSOLUTELY, food and pets are 💯 very much strong supporting players in the equation too

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

Idk being alive is pretty hard when the only thing you’re certain of is that you should have never been born in the first place and would objectively be better off dead

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

@katekillet side note: what a fantastic mix of elements/modalities for your “big three”

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

alas, no one asked me beforehand so here I am; still not pleased and very cranky

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

Idk being alive is pretty hard when the only thing you’re certain of is that you should have never been born in the first place and would objectively be better off dead

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

@r333dworld Ummm Hot person privilege flex

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

@seltzerprincess enjoy the flowers if they are starting to peak their pretty heads. mtl was hell for me in so many ways but the flowers always brought comfort and delight

[★ @corpseinorbit]

Just realized I tried to kill myself on 4/20, so for the rumor mill: Yes, I was smoking weed with Hitler. He still has the same beliefs, but he's gotten way more New Agey. He said, "I wouldn't even want to be the Führer now," and I said, "Dog, you are Hitler, but I feel you"

[Nostos @NostosLit]

― Roland Barthes, A Lover's Discourse

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

@corpseinorbit 🫂

[fluttershy @hwrtyed]

i accidentally showed some weakness earlier and it was disgusting

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

Jesus was a Pick-Me

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

Looking at old photos of flower arrangements and getting sentimental like l'm looking at photos of former loves of my life (which, of course, they are)

These babes were “foraged” end of summer blooms from my old neighborhood. MTL 2024

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

this entire platform would beg to differ

[🏴‍☠️ @ANOINTEDCHIEF]

contradictions are normal because life has nuance

[elvis depressedly @_devojka_]

Are You Now Or Have You Ever Been An Actual Person? 👽🤡👻