steph

carioca 🇧🇷
me deixa crlh

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

Unpinning at 68kg

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@4o4pink my dad thought i was starving myself cuz of kpop idols but in reality it was cuz i was bullied for being fat, had to buy adult clothes as a 9yo cuz i didnt fit kids clothing AND because my dad made fun of me for being big. im determined to scare everyone now

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@0SIEM0 @zendayacxleman @shivroysboytoy i have a neighbor with kids so she asked me once and now she recommends me to everyone. my fave family moved back to england i loved them i hope theyre well

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@shivroysboytoy i made 70 bucks the other day and all i did was go to a festival, play video games, watch tv, joke around and have fun. the boys were 10 and 12 and im not a big fan of kids but i enjoy babysitting

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@amorafawn i remember unfollowing u cuz i felt triggered but im following again because i can relate to you so much. the crashouts and everything. i wanna be able to get updates and show support whenever because i understand

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@tinycuring zoloft, sleeping and vaping🤪

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@SoyRubik milka oreo chobolate bar come here kitty

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

i have a thinner upperbody. im a bit overweight and 8kg from my baseline but shhhhh

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

my dad put his hands on my shoulders and got a bit concerned and then started touching my collarbones and squeezing my shoulder and said im becoming boney

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@helencftroy im fragrande obsessed too but i only have about 6 products with fragrance. i restock my 2 faves. use one daily and the other when its for more important events. the rest is to layer or gifts. no fragrance in warm months tho cuz insects

[yimika. @yimikaaaa]

my therapist told me learn to calm your own storm instead of venting to other people it sounds therapeutic to let it all out, but you're reinforcing your negative thoughts. it's no one's job but yours to pull you out of your own problems. journal, meditate, exercise and release.

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@petelmire I have one cig that I keep as my lucky cig in a box. its been there for a year idk why I chose it but i never touched it and its shriveled af

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

having a junkorexic day today even though my tummy hurts #dumbbitchbehavior

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@minhocals did you do any exercise? im trying to lose 17kg in 3mo and im trynna figure out what to do (walked sm in my neighborhood its kinda boring now)

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

gonna stop restricting cuz i gave myself mild seratonin syndrome and i feel like shit

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

guys i kinda took sleeping meds i cant take with my anti depressants and im kinda having symptoms of seratonin syndrome

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@bbyrexi for December I wanna be ideally 58kg so I can regain 2kg from my bday, christmas and new years

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@ArianeMenegario im already at a point where I lost some of it to depression. it really changed my brain in the worst way and im only 21 so im trying to revert it. shit is fucked up

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@Billxtrobite there's one in my area where u can smoke weed or cigs. istg its like being hot boxed in the worst way ever but a vibe ngl

[steph @_dr4c00l_]

@kaane0 thats why i walk while im fasting and usually bring a snack to break my fast since I take meds that need it and then I only have a proper meal after the walk when im dead tired😭😭 I eat filling food so it works well

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@6meperdoa I read that when youre changing your habits and mentality that you get mental breakdowns because your brain is literally breaking down old patterns. thats why you might be feeling all that at once