I begged a dude for 3 years to get his act right and it seemed like the more I begged the worse he got. The more I cried the less he cared! The more I gave the more he took! The more I did the less he saw!! I was mentally, physically & emotionally drained. I finally left not because I didn't love him anymore but because I couldn't love him anymore. It was so unhealthy I was not wanting to live anymore. I saw a post that said “You either gonna keep letting him hurt you or love yourself enough to move on!” Finally I remembered the hurt I felt. I remembered crying begging for him to love me. I remembered endless nights I didn't sleep, I barely ate. I remember lying to everyone, about every time he broke my heart. I remember everything that man did to me that made me feel less of a woman and at that moment was when I knew I was really done. We try so hard to forget the hurt in our heads but our hearts never do no matter how much we forgive. Stop forgetting & remember because love shouldn't hurt. 💯
it's nice to have someone who's aware of your sensitivity and learns to handle your feelings gently, with patience and care. that's something i crave, especially in this world that so often ignores the complexity of emotions.
God…I’m sorry. I’m sorry for all the times I begged for forgiveness and ran back to sin. 🥺 I’m sorry for all the times I said I love you but refused to pick up your word and get to know you. 😩 God I’m sorry that I fail you more times than I can count, but I THANK YOU for still choosing ME 💕🙏🏾
AMEN. ❣️
Unfortunately, when it comes to me, EVERYTHING IS THAT DEEP! Everything IS that serious. & yes I do take EVERYTHING PERSONAL. Find somebody to play with!
If I heard something bad about you I won’t treat you any different until I see it for myself. People cross you, play victim and try to get everybody to go against you. I’m grown, I can see for myself.