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[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

@diggygraves1 Broooo if this sells out before I get paid I’m going to sob. lol

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Just because I don’t like to choose violence, doesn’t mean I don’t remember how. ✨

[Noah Kahan @NoahKahan]

The honor of all honors to have the iconic @brandicarlile on you’re gonna go far. It felt like I was floating when I listened to her version.

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Realizing weed actually makes shit worse for me is the saddest realization I’ve made so far here in therapy. Like. Wtf. When did it go from helpful to harmful.

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Yesterday when I was making my way to smoke I passed a couple in the hall and the woman gave me the nastiest look and clutched her bag and got way closer to her husband. Like dood. Calm down. I don’t want your prescription of Xanax and your shitty knock off bag.

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Employees at this hotel are fine as hell.

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Like I’m also paying money to be here. I’m not paying money to be shamed for being comfy.

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

I’m staying at an extended stay hotel while I do mental health treatment during the days. It’s in a pretty “rich” area of Washington and I’ve definitely been asked if I work here when I’m smoking near the entrance and someone is trying to check in and like…pls. 🥲

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

I’ve also been looked at like I’m insane in the mornings when I’m in pajama pants. Like listen buddy. I’m just trying to become a human and getting dressed before that sounds terrible. Let me be a trash bag in peace Kthx. MOST OF MY JAMMIES ARENT EVEN BAD.

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Like. Being a high school educator working with gen z I guess comes in handy in those situations 😂😂😂
But yet my gen z brother tells me I’m a cringe millennial on a regular basis so. lol

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

My bestie has told me I speak gen z and I never believed her till recently when I basically translated something for gen z when they were speaking to a millennial and didn’t understand exactly what they were saying. And the gen z was like “thank you for speaking my language” 😅

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

I’m in limerence with sleep. 🙃

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Today sucked but at least @Hozier makes things a bit more bearable lol

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

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[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

She died a month later. It’s been weird. She called me two days before she passed yelling at me for never calling. And while I feel no guilt for not calling back I do wish she knows regardless I do love her. And I’m taking care of grandpa for her and I’m getting the help I need

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Imma just use this as my personally yelling board.
My grandma is in the hospital. I have incredibly complicated feelings towards her. She’s always been awful. Straight up. But this hospital trip seems.. different. It’s her heart, her lungs, and just shit is.. rough.
And like.

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

I am sad but I feel like I shouldn’t. These issues probably stem from being a lifelong active addict. She’s awful to me. My family. And so many people. But watching her be carried away was.. yeah
Anyway. This is weird

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Imma just use this as my personally yelling board.
My grandma is in the hospital. I have incredibly complicated feelings towards her. She’s always been awful. Straight up. But this hospital trip seems.. different. It’s her heart, her lungs, and just shit is.. rough.
And like.

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Not my own body ruining seeing @NoahKahan tm. How rude is it to just develop a terrible sciatica flare that I can’t walk. Therefore can’t be doing a whole concert and a drive home. Not like this was being the only thing I’ve looked forward in forever or w/e
Its been a long year🥲

[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

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[🚬🦝 @_fancy_trashbag]

Universe, Please protect this man at all costs. Amen.

[Noah Kahan @NoahKahan]

Was out for a swim at crescent beach my bad