i saw an article that read “healing can be so hard when your inner child wants love, your teenage self wants revenge, and your current self only wants peace.”
man, i really related to that.
My biggest 🚩🚩🚩 is that I've normalised silent treatment when I'm not in mood for a talk. I don't really know how to express my feelings especially when i'm sad & hurt. I only talk to myself in my head about how i feel all the time.
As I grow older, the importance and significance of Hari Raya becomes stronger and more meaningful. Sit down and notice the white hairs, the wrinkles and the tired faces of your loved ones. It’s sobering to say the least and you really understand the impermanence of life.
I dont know where i’m going in life. I’m good being a mom but i want to be more than just that. I dont know where i’ll be in coming years. I dont even know what i’m doing next week.