i think it's important to have something to look forward to every day or every week, so when life drains you, itโll help you to remember that you need to keep going a little longer because there's something waiting for you at the end of the week that might make you smile again.
do you ever sit with a group of people and not say anything for the entire time so there's no reason for you to be there, you're just awkwardly listening to people converse and wonder how it's so easy for them to just talk or why its so hard for you to say anything