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#RaisingGirls 💎
I am a mother first before I'm anything else🎀

[H @_haleywalker93]

Today I laid Laney down for a nap. I took a 10 min shower, she was asleep by the time I was done. Did a quick pickup/clean of living room & kitchen. Started lunch. Sometimes you just need to get in water to get outta your funk ❤️

[H @_haleywalker93]

I've done alot of yelling at my kids & alot of apologizing. Two/three are sick & the other is a preteen. Running on 5 hrs of sleep for a week is getting the best of me.

[H @_haleywalker93]

& just like that, Dylan & I have become helicopter parents. Hug your babies. Kiss them. Love them. Do things with them. You think they are yours when they are born but little do you know you're just borrowing them. & That's a hard realization.

[H @_haleywalker93]

Dylan: "I was thinking about you the other day and was like I really love that woman." 🥺😭

Excuse me, I'm gonna grow mow the grass for this man 😅😅😍

[H @_haleywalker93]

If you're reading this, please say a tiny prayer that Delaney sleeps through the night tonight.
She's been sick, it's been a week & momma needs 6 hours straight.

Please & thank you!

[H @_haleywalker93]

Idk what happened the last two hours but my nerves are shot. Good day to get this fucking day over w/ quick as hell.

[H @_haleywalker93]

Officially a mom of a CHILD meaning I'm 1/3 out of the infant & toddler stage. Idk how to feel about it.
It's the year of her buckling herself in the carseat by herself, of her starting kindergarten, of her really developing all her memories.... 😩😭 Where did my baby go?!

[H @_haleywalker93]

Madisyn turns 5 in FIVE DAYS😭 how have I been a momma for this long? Someone pinch me.
Also, we go on a kids free vacation in 8 for FIVE days 😇 someone pinch me for that too 🤣🤣

[H @_haleywalker93]

I'm so overwhelmed this week between the kids & my husband. I decided to start a new business idea just to get some "me" time & it has only make my anxiety worse. 🙃 Why do I do this.

[H @_haleywalker93]

Just reminding myself to pay attention to the little things ✨

[H @_haleywalker93]

Dylan just told me I can't wear sundresses this summer because I'm a wife now 😅😅 he ain't never told me what I can & cannot wear, this man better not start now 👀

[H @_haleywalker93]

I'm a spoiled stay at home mom so 3 days out of the week I have 7 hours a day to do with what I please.... I spend at least 2 hours procrastinating everything that needs done & then feel rushed & exhausted by 3PM 😌 #WhyAmILikeThis

[H @_haleywalker93]

You learn alot about a couple when you listen to them fight... especially when the argument is in front of people

[H @_haleywalker93]

2020 was the year I mentally struggled with what was best for me. Tbh, 2021 is coming head on w/ the same course of action. It's not a "new year, new me" it's a me just trying to survive with the changes that occurred last year

[H @_haleywalker93]

Madisyn wanted "daddy's show" aka: Dragon Ball Z 🙄 and so it begins

[H @_haleywalker93]

Dylan: "I'm not the jealous type. Go be a bartender, go out & get free drinks..."
Me: " I got free drinks from so & so..."
Dylan: "I think I wanna fight so & so... " 😂😂 So much for not being the jealous type

[H @_haleywalker93]

Reminder to myself; it only took me twenty minutes to sort through 4 baskets of laundry, stop procrastinating 😬

[H @_haleywalker93]

"I pick up your slack & you pick up mine ten times over." It's literally the little things that you hold onto during the day. Being a SAHM is more exhausting than working... I said I what I said 🙃

[H @_haleywalker93]

This is my season for self reflection, self healing & self growth 💜 I'm here to be the best ME possible which in turn will make me the best momma to my babies. Everything else is irrelevant 🤗

[H @_haleywalker93]

Spent my day catching up on sleep with Delaney, went & got the older two, came home to open the windows andddd now I wanna clean 🤓