anyway if I was hard to love before I became a foil-hat-wearing conspiracy theorist loony then may as well just take me out back and put me down now bc there’s no chance in hell
been thinking about the fact that I can’t bring myself to re download the stupid dating apps even out of window-shopping curiosity bc it literally feels so pointless and hopeless
maybe I just don’t have the same drive to “be normal”. I don’t understand how eating indoors is so integral to the human experience but my mother finally caved to the “gotta live my life” rhetoric and now thinks I’m mentally ill about it all