Cuti ku seminggu berlalu begitu saja. Dahla now dalam dilema, pengasuh Hud tak boleh jaga dia lagi 2 minggu ni, nak hantar kemana la Hud ni, kalaula ibu dapat ambik 2 minggu UL 🥹
2026 ni, semoga diberikan kesihatan terbaik, dipermudahkan segala urusan, dimurahkan rezeki, berkasih sayang selamanya. Ya Allah, lindungi orang tersayang ku walau di mana mereka berada dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun 🤲🏻
Member aku berat naik ke 51kg dia dah gelupor puasa everyday. Selagi tak turun ke 47kg katanya tak tenang. Aku ni yg naik ber kg kg ni masih rilek. Tu pun mulut hari hari nak diet nak diet tapi tangan suap tak benti 🥲
Bertubi tubi ek masalah harini. Penat betul la nak hadap emosi orang ni. Kita dah serabut pikir apa akan jadi, dia emosi tak habis habis. Dahla lalang ishh gerammm
Semalam rasa sedih melampau. Rasa sedih homesick macam first day balik hostel. Even ada shuben dgn Hud kat sebelah. Entahla kadang kadang memang tetiba perasaan tu datang sampai menangis tapi tak tahu sedih sebab apa. Ish geram, dulu time degree wanie je kena hadap 🤣
I hate this feeling & my attitude to please other person. When I feel like they are disappointed with me, I pun terus tak tenang overthinking bagai. Ya Allah jauhkanla perasaan ni dalam hidup aku. Taknak selama lama nya macam ni 😭😭
I should really ignored anything that is not my fault. Just keep doing my pending task and focus on upcoming task.
I SHOULD REALLY IGNORED WHAT PEOPLE WILL TALK AND THINK ABOUT ME. I CANNOT STOP THEM.
I need to remind myself again and again that I SHOULD NOT RELY ON OTHERS AND I CANNOT PLEASED EVERYONE. I CANNOT HAVE EVERYONE LIKE ME TOO.
At the end, I just want to be good on what I am doing without feeling guilty on anything that I am not responsible for 😣