jaayy ; shtwt

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[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

⩇⩇:⩇⩇ ┆݁ᛪ༙ ｡˚ intro༘ / ifb

jay ☠︎︎ he ; him
⤷ ⸝⸝ 4teen , trans + bi

⋮ styro enthusiast ˎˊ˗

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

@reviversap for me i hope 😳

[🐾 @hetaliapoooppp]

im the most disgusting person ever

[𓏵 Niikoshi ͜͜ 𓈒ˎ @k4tsukinb]

dry texter in dms, wet texter in replies

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

@luneemoon_ HOORAY FOR THE COMMUNITY

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

@Rekibackflips @odeurz reki whatre you doing here on shedtwt!!!!!!!!

[╶⃝⃤ 𝘈𝘬𝘪𝙒𝙤𝙠𝙚𝘒𝘢𝘵🦴 (She/They/it/Any) @_L0st_Kitten_]

(this audio was taken 3 weeks before the SA)

i just hope he remmembers this and it crushes him as much as it crushed me....

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

thought abt which seasons my depression peak in and realized its all of them. i am depressed year-round. this is literally what major depressive disorder is

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

@luneemoon_ im proud of u for being alive too oomf u da best!!!

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

still alive -_-

[cav empty @cavempty_]

it was revealed to me in a state of delusion

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

i used to talk about killing myself all the time, man. but i dont wanna die now. it aint long enough. sixteen years ain't gonna be long enough. hell, I wouldn't care so much if there hadnt been so many things i havent done yet. so many damn things i aint seen or done.

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

@streetlaine_ omg legit

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

@streetlaine_ ok scaraboobs

[Laine @streetlaine_]

cooking with xiao I MISS

[ِ @anjoazl]

its a horror movie inside my head

[トワ @xaifoxos]

#slittwt

[flowers for the marshal @ts0imoder]

4 panel horror story

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

internally monologuing about my thoughts of suicide whilst i eat school lunch with a straight face

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

@luneemoon_ for realsies though thank u for dat cuz i was having a bad day n that cheered me up 🥹 ure worth more than u know it oomf

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

why am i still alive

[jaayy ; shtwt @_hernewknife]

@luneemoon_ wowie i love you too oomf 🫀🫀🫀

[(kai🎧🚬) crona of shedtwt🎸💥 @dylanhehemeow]

@_hernewknife Me when someone in my family asks me why I cut again