I’m living in the prayers that I prayed when I didn’t know what else to do, who else to call or where else to turn to! Oh but it’s only getting started! God is up to something!!
When she passed I was so busy staying busy and masking the pain real good that it caused me to box up the grief and keep it moving! I read this somewhere “You never get over grief; you just grow around it!” Today was another lap ran around grief and I’m grateful I ran this lap!
My grandmother passed five years ago and I never grieved it!! Today is her birthday; she would have been 88! Out of no where tears began to flow and tissue could not hold them! I say this to so I’m allowing my self to grieve for real this time! My grandma was my superwoman!!
I have a new found respect for those on the parking lot ministry at church!! Especially those who are at larger churches! S/O to those who have the system down strategically in place to make it as smooth as possible!
Never confuse your season of waiting with your worth!
Your season is just that a season!
Your worth was so important to God that he sent his son to save you!
You have worth even in your waiting season!
@chasinginitsed Having witnessed this as your little brother! I’m grateful that God has always taken care of you! Your life is a testament to me and so many others!
I just want to take this time and give you your flowers! You deserve it without a doubt!
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@chasinginitsed Ok I can agree with that. I guess more so what I’m saying is that healthy marriages exist & can exist if they are just talked about more and focused on more as a whole! Marriages take work! There isn’t a cheat code and there isn’t a cake walk path. IT IS WORK! From both sides!
@chasinginitsed I personally just think and feel that marriage as whole in the African American community is not viewed for what it was created for! Biblically speaking!