𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇

twenty nine year old walking disaster

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

i’ve been in a “just gotta get through today” mood for about four years now

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

124 days until i marry my best friend 🥺🥰

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

maeve just called me from pops’ phone and just continued to babble to me for ten minutes before anyone noticed 🤣 she really is the most adorable little kid ever 🥺

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

i came in from work and this man had got me a bath ready, put a plate out with brownies and millionaire shortbread with a glass of pepsi max and said “i’m doing loaded sandwiches for dinner, sound good?” before kissing my forehead and telling me to have a nice relax…

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

people hate that i’m constantly like “my man, my man, my man” buuuut how can i not go on about how great he is when he picked me up from work, tidied the whole apartment, bought me pepsi max + my fav chocolate and has now gone to do a 12 hour night shift to provide for us 🥺🥰

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

buying things for our wedding makes me so giddy 🥰

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

i’m lay in the bath, poorly and feeling sorry for myself, while J feeds me fizzy cola bottles and that’s on true love b*tches

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

just tearing up about getting to marry my best friend… i’m the luckiest woman in the world

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

J put my towel and pyjamas on the towel heater so they were toasty after my bath because i’ve had a hard day and honestly it really is the little things 🥹

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

i actually don’t tho like love this job but people be annoying me smh

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

why does no one wanna f*ckING WORK

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

like… i, as a full time member of staff that works 37+ hours a week, should not be volunteering MY day off so that these bit*hes that work less than 16 hours a week can keep their days off PLEEEEASE explain i hate it here

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

and like it’s beautiful and i love it and i’m so so happy to finally be experiencing such a healthy and happy form of love but JEEZ could J not have shown up sooner?! damn 😫🤣

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

also the truth behind “you have to be in a healthy relationship to recognise the toxic ones” is REAL because what do you mean i had everyone in my life thinking he was the best man ever and he was, in fact, the devil… and i myself didn’t even realise that until i met J 😭

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

and that was definitely wild for me to learn, and i’ve had such a journey of unlearning all of these toxic self destructive behaviours while i’ve been in this relationship and not only that but i now fully understand how it feels to have someone in your corner 24/7

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

the connection of fun cup = drink more needs to be studied because respectfully wtf

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

why don’t dogs live forever man

[𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 🦇 @_idkdais]

i love living with my best friend

[MAGGIE LINDEMANN @MaggieLindemann]

need to be weirder