I’M SCARED PART 1
They tell you to 'trust the process,' but they never tell you what happens when the process feels like it’s grinding you into dust. I am 24 years old, and every morning I wake up with a ghost sitting on my chest. Its name is Failure."
I’M SCARED PART 1
They tell you to 'trust the process,' but they never tell you what happens when the process feels like it’s grinding you into dust. I am 24 years old, and every morning I wake up with a ghost sitting on my chest. Its name is Failure."
What hurts the most is that it didn’t use to feel like this.Things have never been rosy but it hasn’t been this bad either,at what point did it get this bad?I like to ask myself even tho I know exactly when, but not all falls are easy to stand from and I think I fell really hard
P2
I spend my morning looking for casual jobs at companies in Illupeju, dust in my lungs . Later, I am posing for a camera, trying to look like a man who has already 'arrived.' But when the lights go off, the only thing I feel is the cold terror that I’m just a talented nobody