@RingingxBlooms RIGHT? I always feel some sort of regret, like "i wish i butt in to this convo" or "i wish i bonded with this person, we are so alike" but i literally cant help. I over-restrict myself to the point where i water down my personality and my likes/hobbies...
I kind of overshared and over talked about my interests today with other people and it felt soooo nice but now I feel like I was overbearing and annoying 😭 I hate when my brain turns against me like that
@FlanniScarlet Nobody has ever mentioned anything of the sort (thankfully) so it stems from my insecurities alone but still😭 it has become a constant fear lately. Def need to try to change it
@RingingxBlooms Dude it happens to me both irl and online. I started heavily restricting myself from expressing myself and yapping/showing my interests and now I can't unlearn this behavior and feel shamed whenever I feel the freedom to do so like I used to. It's so troublesome 😭
@FlanniScarlet I just feel like I'm being cringe or trying to get all the attention on me when in reality I just get super excited and passionate and want to say everything and share stuff 😭 I always feel like an overbearing, cringe person and even a pick me at times :(