Socially… I struggle because I believe in honesty, loyalty… and I have no hidden agenda. I am still learning at my big age of 38 that everyone is out for themselves even at the expense of others, those that appear nice are truly mean and unhealed.
i am no longer afraid of things falling apart. i have seen what happens after the worst of it. the sun still rises, people still laugh, new things still begin, and one day, you find yourself happy about something you once thought you would never recover from.
People ARE mean because they’re not getting interactions, connection, community, intimacy, etc regularly and the less you have of it the more closed off you become which brings on all the shit you see on apps regularly. Nasty recurring relentless cycle
It's important to put your phone down sometimes, and get clear about what you're doing without all the outside influences and distractions that exist right now