Hopeless Case

I feel lost inside myself

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My head just feels so foggy. Why cant I just smile...even pretending is better than this ugly mug

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Feeling like I wanna cut. #self harm #anxiety #depressed #starving #failure

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Do I have to get out of bed ?

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Why did I eat all that....why oh fucking why?!? The guilt is so overwhelming I want to be sick

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Its amazing how easy it's becoming to fake a smile. I might even start to fool myself that I'm happy #hopeless #overwhelmedbylife #depressed

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Why bother waking up ?

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The beginning of another day, the beginning of another grey oppressive cloud #depressed #anxiety #down #cantsmile

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I just........i just fucking hate myself. Why? Because I should. #selfharm #anxiety #depressed #doesntfeelbetter

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Doctors give you a crisis number but how can I call it? I don't know what to say! There are no words just emptiness #anxiety #headfullofshit

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Just stepped on the scales. God I hate myself #depressed #anxiety #ed

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#tired

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I failure at everything. Im such a crap person.

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Just want to lie in a dark room and forget

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@Youre__Awesome wish it was as easy to believe as it is to say !

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Im starving myself this evening. As punishment for still being alive #ED #depressed #hatemyself

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my hands are raw. OCD is through the roof. my head wants to explode. my heart feels lost. #OCD #feelingfat #feelingalone #needtobeclean

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Tonight is takeaway night in my house. Aka my hell #fat #needtobethinner #fat #fat #fat #nooneunderstands

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Looked myself away for past two days. No one deserves to see my miserable face.

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sometimes I just want to tell you what's going through my head, and then I remember if I did you wouldn't stay around much longer #feellost