theres a special place in hell for people who expect you to listen to them yap about their interests and then disengage from the conversation when you do the same thing
trauma from being excluded is so fucking stupid like i don’t ever want to feel that sinking feeling of being left out Ever again so then i instinctively always have a guard up and somewhat cold & aloof demeanor WHICH PUSHES PPL AWAY AND LEAVES ME MORE ALONE LIKE 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡