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when it’s dark, look for stars 💫

[karen @_kairenn]

I don’t want to hurt anymore and I don’t want to get hurt anymore.

[karen @_kairenn]

I still can’t believe you’re gone. Everything feels so different. I no longer feel happiness nor motivation to keep on. My life did a whole 360 when you left earth. I miss our talks. Even the little things,.. I miss having you here.

[karen @_kairenn]

Lord, please forgive me for questioning you. Forgive me of all my negative thoughts. I’m just hurting. I feel lost. I’m angry at myself for not appreciating my person. Not letting my ego aside to see how much he meant.. rest easy love..

[karen @_kairenn]

I still can’t comprehend that you’re gone. All the plans I had. All the things you had planned. I wish I had just enough time to show you I wanted to be with you. I was just afraid. I’m sorry. I hope that you can feel how strong I’ve felt for you. Always will.

[karen @_kairenn]

I don’t feel deserving of you. But I do know I love you very much. I became my own worst enemy and pushed those who loved me away. But I won’t give up just bc you’re gone. I will continue to show you what I couldn’t when you were here.

[karen @_kairenn]

We always stuck with each other no matter what. I find so much comfort in that slowly we both were walking on the same path. And that was to talk about getting back together and doing things right.. it was too late on my end but I wanted a future with you. Always have. I’m sorry.

[karen @_kairenn]

I was such an angry person. That I had no idea I was affecting all my loved ones. I’m sorry… I myself was going through an emotional toll that I didn’t realize I was being such an asshole. The moment I began to accept life and the lord, things began to change.

[karen @_kairenn]

Slowly. I began to let some of that anger go. Reflecting now, I was holding onto that anger so stupidly. It ended up affecting you and I had no idea. Because I was so blinded by it all. I’m sorry… I thought I was over it. Clearly I wasn’t.

[karen @_kairenn]

Letting go of that anger. Bc I started to see how ugly it was making me as a human and I knew god didn’t like that. I was being un kind to my family as well. Maybe by then you were giving up but I’d like to think we both had the same hope. We never tried dating other ppl.

[karen @_kairenn]

I hurt you by being resentful of our past, holding on to all the things I did but never saw your changes. I now know it was one sided. Again, I’m sorry. You’ll never see or hear this but I know you can feel the sincerity. In the last few months before you passed, I was letting go

[karen @_kairenn]

This is fucking tough. I lost my whole world in a blink of an eye. I got too comfortable with the idea that time was forever. It wasn’t. Now you’re gone. I was so stubborn to realize it’s always been you. I miss you like crazy.

[karen @_kairenn]

I love you Douglas. Rest easy Peppa. I’ll see you later.

[a n x i e t y @ohanxiety]

To the girl....

[Art of Life 🦋 @Art0fLife_]

thankyou

[XXL Magazine @XXL]

One year ago today, we lost PnB Rock.

R.I.P. 🕊️

[karen @_kairenn]

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[karen @_kairenn]

Ive been having random dreams with @Reyy100 My mind be acting bc ain’t now way I’ll ever get to meet anyone 😂

[Diego Tinoco @diegotinoco]

You are exactly where you are supposed to be for one reason or another. Embrace where you are, and move forward. Siempre sigue adelante!

[karen @_kairenn]

I will be ok. It will be ok. 🤍

[karen @_kairenn]

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