𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭

just my two cents. hello stalker! 🤪 𝓃𝑜𝓃 𝒿𝑒 𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝑔𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃 || μερακι

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

Maser: hmmm... can't sleep. 🤔 Why dont I keep mommy and daddy awake too? 🤔

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

Mapapatanong nalang talaga ako,..Lord, why meeeee

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

If you’re going to ask me if I’d do it all over again…

Perhaps not. I’d choose better. A better husband.

But if it means I’ll have my son? then yes, I would, a thousand times.

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

Ang hirap naman may personal ka na ngang pinagdadaanan tapos pati sa trabaho, napakalaking problema 🥺

[6ɪx✦ @ok6ixx]

I HEARD SOMEONE ONCE SAY "HEALING CAN BE SO HARD WHEN YOUR INNER CHILD WANTS LOVE, YOUR TEENAGE SELF WANTS REVENGE, AND YOUR CURRENT SELF ONLY WANTS PEACE."

[liminal @Liminal1988]

My therapist told me,...

[Maryam @hell_line0]

Heard a therapist say, "People who need therapy don't come to us, their victims do," and that took my head off.

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

Was having a bad episode. I was crying and praying to God, telling Him pagod na ako. Ayoko na. Then all of a sudden, my kuya called.

I know it’s God trying to save me 😭😭😭😭

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

God is hearing my prayers 😭

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

Sad lang.

Love is a choice talaga.

I chose love not just when it was easy and exciting, I chose to love even on the hardest days.

I’m just not sure if he did too.

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

Funny because I unintentionally read our old convos (mga nakasave na screenshots). Wayback 2015.

Even the tweet na “may bukas ba na simbahan ngayon? May papakasalan lang ako!”

Grabe we were so in love; he was sure then. Where did that love go? 🥺

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

I love my family. I love my son so much that I am willing to endure all these pain again.

But there’s also the big question of “is this still worth it?”

How do I fight for someone who’s already given up? How do I keep someone who’s never afraid to lose me?

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

I’ve been cheated on a couple times. One before getting married but it was not too serious.

Then we got married (while I ignored several red flags).

I was the breadwinner then so we could afford vaccines, check up, milk, and diaper for our baby. It was a struggle back then

[𝕂𝔸𝕋 💭 @_katsings]

Was I never enough?

I put him on a pedestal and shrunk myself just so he could be the man he wanted to be.

I gave up my dreams, my career, my life - just so I could be a wife and a mother.