Sometimes as an adult you have to decide "this is the last time these people are gonna make me feel this way" and stand on it. Be it family, a relationship or a friendship.
I hate when I think I'm Close to a friend and then I look up and I'm not invited to the parties, functions, graduations, etc. Or you see your friends posting their friends and you're not included... y'all so weird and this is why i stay to myself.
people don't understand how draining it can be to try to explain what's happening inside your head when you're struggling to understand it yourself. there are times when you just unintentionally feel sad and start to feel alone
i want a soft connection. i want to be asked how my day went and if i need anything. i want forehead kisses. i want the back of my hand kissed at red lights. i want to be asked how i'm mentally feeling. i want to hold hands everywhere we go.
I believe in loud love.
and flowers
and cuddling
and love letters
and compliments
and reading poetry
and candle lit dinners
and baths with rose petals
and just because date nights.
I’ll be a hopeless romantic til I die.
Don’t even pursue me if this not your energy.