I cannot stress enough how important it is to speak up for yourself when someone is crossing your boundaries or dismissing your feelings. You are your biggest advocate. No one else can read your mind or feels what you feel.
Fear of the unknown is quite uncomfortable, but moving through the unknown [the liminal space] is what grows and evolves you. Journey in grace and love yourself through it.
Mentally picture yourself radiant, strong, and full of life. See yourself moving upwards. Leave behind the darkness and confusion into an increasing brightness and loveliness. Allow clarity and peace to come in. See yourself progressing, growing and enjoying everything you want.