kit

26 | she/her ✨ tw ed/bpd/adhd/mental illness/drugs/sh rant account ✨ GW: 45kg

[kit @_kitcals]

my new rules for me for 2023:
- no more eating alone. If I'm alone, I dont eat
- skip a meal whenever possible
- no carbs every other day
- run in the mornings when possible
- NO! MORE! SNACKS!
- if drinking, skip at least one meal
- 800 cal limit

[kit @_kitcals]

i feel like im going insane

[kit @_kitcals]

I feel so invalidated being this fat and eating so much

[kit @_kitcals]

do i stay under my calorie limit for today or do i drink some alcohol

[kit @_kitcals]

im sad about a lot of things, but mostly nothing at all. I dont know. why are night times before bed so hard?

[kit @_kitcals]

@swansongblond SAGWA!!!!

[kit @_kitcals]

considering picking up purging again haha

[kit @_kitcals]

im back. counting again. GW1 is 5kg away. Fucked up today, but did OMAD the last two days

[kit @_kitcals]

I did it a week ago and i wanna fucking die

[kit @_kitcals]

everything is shit. everything is bad. might break up with my boyfriend of 7 years soon just to add to the shit

[kit @_kitcals]

my best friend attempted last night. I dont know how to move forward

[kit @_kitcals]

I was about to sh again today but my friend messages me out of the blue asking if he could come over today, then we just chatted about tattoos and stuff and I feel better

[kit @_kitcals]

@cleocanteat it's ok. thank you 💖

[kit @_kitcals]

I just sh-ed after 1 year and 8 months clean

[kit @_kitcals]

https://t.co/iBu6GlfIFp

[kit @_kitcals]

im a terrible person

[kit @_kitcals]

i wanna od on xanax

[kit @_kitcals]

asked my group of friends who wanted to hang out this week and all three of them ignored me haha sadge

[Mabel 🐻🍯 @buwimic]

@)edtwtpuppy or "Cartman's" true nature and why he isn't just a lovely old man trying to make friends.

— a thread 🧵

[kit @_kitcals]

the only thing that stops me from self-harming is disappointing my therapist. Thinking about having to tell her makes me cry. But I'm so sad and I don't know how to cope

[kit @_kitcals]

if I sh with the same bl*de I use to divide my molly, will I get high or just infected