having spent so much of your life with one person you really loved and then it being over is so weird. It's been about 2 years and it wasn't until recently I decided to try and make some new friends for the sake of change. It just feels like its too late for my old ass sometimes
it's probably because of how tired I am from how busy this weekend was for me but fuck I am playing so damn bad. I can't get my mind to focus on what I'm doing at all in ow. I'm just inting with so much brainfog holy
@TulipDeniese you're doing good just by hanging in there and passing classes, you should be legit proud of that. Comparisons like that suck and are one of the many reasons I stopped talking to most of my family. Good luck and take care of yourself
@whimsipolkadots 1st time I was a baby and I think it hit our chimney and had to be repaired. The 2nd time it hit our security system that was no longer in use. It still fried a lot of stuff and we had to get a tech to fix it. Thinking about rereading tokyo ghoul, not rly keeping up with much rn
@whimsipolkadots Thank you! But I can't sleep with or without thunder lol. I've gotten used to it and I've learned to enjoy reading manga or something during the storms. Unless of course the lightning hits my house, which has happened twice so far
@stxpididiot_ You don't deserve to hear such mean things from anyone, including yourself. That's what somebody used to tell me when I was having a really bad day and sometimes it helped.
i don’t join any discord communities because i lack the ability to communicate frequently with friends & feel like i’d be an outsider that pops in every month to say hi n then disappears again.