I'm teaching myself to not exaggerate my place in people’s lives. No matter how good my intentions, no matter how much they mean to me. I'm learning that sometimes you don't mean to people what they mean to you & that's okay.
How fast I can detach. Anything i love extremely deeply I'm prepared to lose. It can break my heart but I have learned how to keep going. It can seem cold, but if it takes me off my pivot..l'll cut my finger off to save my hand. I cant lose myself again, for anything. I'Il heal.
If you catch yourself BEGGING someone for.....human decency? a response? time together? clarity? respect? some compassion? some kindness?
You need to take a step back and realize that you're begging someone for the bare minimum. That's ridiculous and beneath you. Fck that.