Lan

[Lan @_lantoms]

I made a promise to my parents when I was around 10 years old. The promise was: I would have a girlfriend by the age of 20. Then marry her at 25. A few days ago I turned 20. (Still no girlfriend HAHA!) But this popped up yesterday. Am I being reminded of my promise?

[Lan @_lantoms]

You can't tell people you miss them and continue to avoid them. Contradiction creates confusion.

[Lan @_lantoms]

I have never been this empty before. Or maybe I'm just numb. Numb enough to not even feel my heartbeat.

[Lan @_lantoms]

At one point, we have to grow, move forward, and live. You can't stay trapped forever.

[Lan @_lantoms]

And suddenly, the year got worse as its about to end. Fuck.

[Lan @_lantoms]

Kung ang mundo ay biglang gugunawin, ikaw ang una kong hahanapin~

[Lan @_lantoms]

It was always you~

[Lan @_lantoms]

I can't even stay on the same platform. I feel sick.

[Lan @_lantoms]

If you never hear from me, all the satellites are down~

[Lan @_lantoms]

I've become so distant to everyone.

[Lan @_lantoms]

I feel like a nightmare might just hit tonight.

[sica (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ @ursmolbruja]

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[Lan @_lantoms]

Damn, I pray for people more than myself 😅

[Lan @_lantoms]

All things are uncertain. For one thing's for sure: I pray to God every night and ask Him to grant your dreams and keep you and your fam safe.

[Lan @_lantoms]

I'm in such a sorry state that I decline invites to hang out.

[Lan @_lantoms]

Time to finally disappear.

[Lan @_lantoms]

It ain't me. Glad things are looking great on your end tho.

[Lan @_lantoms]

Couldn't be more happier for my little brother. You deserve it.

[Lan @_lantoms]

Can't help but wonder if there was someone who was afraid of losing me. Probably none.

Happy birthday, Lan. Sleep this one out.

[Lan @_lantoms]

Casually coming back here and disappearing for another uncertain amount of time is fun.

[Lan @_lantoms]

Hearing Dulo Ng Hangganan after years of not listening to it got me in the feels again 😅.