Ask God to restore your appetite for life. Your ideas. Your energy. Your curiosity. Your confidence. Your hope for the future. Sometimes you don't need a completely new life. You need to reconnect with the parts of yourself you stopped nurturing.
I am so sick rn & my dramatic bitch ass brain is thinking about death & all i want before i die is to hug him ... This world is so cruel to do this to me and him being a part of it makes it even worst . May death be kinder than this life .
I haven't craved anything in my life the way I'm craving death rn. at this point all of this should just end. I can't tolerate anything worse than this and neither do I want to see anything good in my life at all. I hate everything now, including myself. just wanna die asap.