I really went from “I don’t think I’m meant to be with anyone” to “my man my man my man” in a matter of months. let that be a lesson to stop closing doors on yourself. you have no idea what’s next for you.
Please stop letting people play with you and take up space in your life if they aren’t building towards the future with you. Time is something you can’t get back so wasting it on someone who can’t SHOW you they are truly about you is counterproductive. Let them go.
I always tell myself imma start doing people how they do me, but end up just removing myself because I just can’t bring myself to do the weird shit y’all do.