i love food twt so much TT i want to learn to make nutritious & pretty foods too !!!! if anyone ever has recipes or things 2 send to me please do ....
these days i think i am a bit unhappy...i need more change . i need to take more charge of the way i live, & i feel so stagnant in my dreams again... i feel like i am drifting and watching those dreams go by TT how do i take back control ?
omg i miss posting here TT turns out this new semester is soooo busy ... i am constantly studying and working on projects!!!! i'm so short on time i even had to say goodbye to my therapist TT at the very least i am working hard
on another note my time away from school has ended..! i am back in uni :') i think i am much more prepared now and some of my classes are fun ^_^ i'm trying my best to be more involved and talk to people & do lots of scary things out of my comfort zone . i am a brave girl!!!!
i got rejected yesterday... it was a casual interest and the stakes were rly low so i didn't think it would hurt but it still did... i felt very sad today too because i went out and thought i looked beautiful but i think i am the only one who sees it
the new school year will soon be approaching i still feel guilty sometimes about taking time away from it... especially now that i had to quit my job too TT
i think i need to reconnect with myself & get out of the house TT 2morrow i'm going to dress up and go to the library to make more art !!๐ธ i've been working on some projects & i want to be able to sell things... i also just need to find more fulfillment again because even tho
i decided to try getting on a dating app recently ~___~ i've managed 2 find several people to swipe right on but now i'm worried i won't have any matches TT i'm only getting notifications from ppl i'm not interested in....