Wie kann es sein, dass meine Päckchen IMMER früher kommen, als erwartet AUSSER ich bestelle kurzfristig etwas für ein Konzert, sodass es am Vortag bei mir sein sollte
Dann kommt es nämlich immer einen Tag später
She keeps talking abt them and how she wants to go to all their concerts
And it’s so frustrating bc I can’t go to most of them so she’s seeing the artists I introducted her to and I can’t
And I feel shitty for being so jealous and miserable abt this
My friend came to a concert (she never listened to the artist) with me and I was happy I didn’t have to go alone
But I didn’t expect her to love it so much that she now listens to all my fav artists
And somehow I hate it bc I miss my music being my own little safe space
Currently going though a crisis bc I wanna be the academia vibe girl but also the girly soft girl but also the classy chic girl but also the cool streetwear girl
But realistically I’m the basic boring girl
idk what to decide on bc I wanna be too many things so I am none of them
Esp bc we’ve always been giving gifts to each other
So idk whether to stop too or at least give her the main gift and leave the rest of the present be or idek
And advise?
My friend and I have always gifted eo things for our birthdays and Christmas
Once we finally managed to meet up, Christmas and my birthday had passed. I made it very clear I’ll bring her Christmas present and we talked abt Christmas presents for eo like a month before Christmas
Things for it but I don’t see a point in putting so much effort into it when I’m getting literally nothing in return
Ik gifting is not abt getting sth back but making the other person happy, but I find it frustrating to put effort into it and all I get is a small birthday text