bea 🦢

dear diary,

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

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UPM PASSER
DEXTERITY EXAM PASSER
INTERVIEW PASSER
6 YEAR GRADUATEE
BOARD PASSER

Beatrice, Margareth V. Evangelista, DMD

Let me survive this degree, God :(

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

what a heavy ass night

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

AKO LANG BA??.??????..?????!!!!!!!???!!!?!!!!!!!!!!!??????

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

i'd dedicate my life for You, my future and myself only God. ipasa mo lang ako sa UP, I'd do anything 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻😞😞😞

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

hindi ko kaya sikmurain yung minsan daw God's no is a redirection, di ko po kaya mag redirect sa ibang career path Lord bigay mo na sakin pagiging dentista, LORD PROMISE MAGPAPAKABAIT AKO PROMISE IPASA MO LANG AKO SA UPM 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 PARANG AWA

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

my only prayer is for His plans to align with mine, Lord kung para sa'kin ang DMD— ipasa mo po ako. I hope You answer my prayer at the right time oh God, di ako magsasawa umiyak sa'yo para sa pagdedentista ko 😞

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

Healing is not linear, but God's guidance along with my faith and trust for Him will make my path clearer day by day.

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

Pero He saw the destination i was heading, i never thought i'd become this grounded and contented. Akala ko because of that I'll lose the grasp I had for everything I loved completely— but no :) God's plan is greater than any of mine at the moment.

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

I've asked God why a million times, why did things have gone this way and so on, because what I saw that time was the heart break and the betreyal caused by people around me.

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

Your words feels like a kiss on my forehead, God. Sobrang on point lahat ng mga pinipreach nila sa church for me.

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

ang saya magpagamit bilang instrumento ng Panginoon, ang sarap mabuhay na alam mo sasaluhin ka niya kapag nadadapa ka, na kapag lumulubog ka siya ang hihila sa'yo paitaas. Kahit kailan di mo ako binigo, Lord :)

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

at gamitin tayo bilang instrumento upang maparamdam sa ibang tao ang Kanyang presenya :)

Just like what i've said before, everything happened for a reason. I won kasi I learned, and I've let them feel the presence and the love of God through me.

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

Our topic sa church kanina na tumamatak sa'kin

God's purpose for You is something you can never forsee if you haven't surrendered everything to Him yet. Hindi mo totoong masasabing mahal mo si Lord kung may pagaalinlangan pa rin tayo sa puso natin na papasukin Siya

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

Pero the Lord works in mysterious ways, totoo pala talaga na when you surrendered everything to Him, He will do the rest for you as long as you trust Him.

Hinding hindi ako magsisisi na binigay ko ang manibela ng buhay ko sa'Yo, Lord. :)))

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

pag mabuti kang tao sa iba, pinagpalala ka ng Diyos. Sobrang daming blessings, sobrang daming unexpected opportunities na akala ko dati sobrang baba ko para maabot, na hindi ko kaya, na ito lang ako

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

it really cost nothing to be kind, helpful and gentle to everyone else around you kasi they percieve you not as someone who they can trample easily, but someone worth their kind words and respect :D

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

sobrang fullfiling pala talaga kapag walang ibang makita yung mga tao sa paligid mo sa'yo kundi kung gaano kataas pangarap mo sa sarili mo eno

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

ang sarap umiyak kay Lord about something your heart really desires

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

joke mahal ko kayo

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

andami ko namang liker sa ig puta hindi na ako niche 😭😭

[bea 🦢 @_margaeee]

i love you forever and in every eternity after that