Alhamduallah first, but I had to retranslate one of the Asia and Abdo files again! It took me two days! I am genuinely so exhausted but at least it’s over!
4.6.2026
After 3 months and more of not talking with my siblings and vice versa. I talked to my brother today.
It is a relief but sad that brother seemed like he was an enemy towards me.
30.4.2026
Thursday
Ended up telling him about how I enjoy hurting my self, low self-worth, guilt of having things from him, triggers from childhood,asking to be understood and wanting to be away to get better.
28.4.2026