Memzo

إنسانة بقمة الأسلبية | A pessimistic person

[Memzo @_memzo_]

تبدأ قوتك عندما تختار العزلة بإرادتك وأنت في أمس الحاجه للونس.

-ديانا حداد

[Memzo @_memzo_]

Delayed 3 times yesterday!
But I am home
23.6.2026

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Almost #30
22.6.2026

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Days pass by so quickly.
22.6.2026

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28…💔

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Crying even when away, crying even on my birthday and I am ever so tired of crying.

21.6.2026
Sunday

[Memzo @_memzo_]

To be free is a wonderful feeling, is it not?
16.6.2026

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It feels surreal
16.6.2026

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Learning a language at 1:00 am😂
14.6.2026

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@TeamGeerzy hello, how do we contact you for missing weapons in the pit?

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I can’t believe it!!! Finally solo! Finally freedom!
10.6.2026

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Alhamduallah first, but I had to retranslate one of the Asia and Abdo files again! It took me two days! I am genuinely so exhausted but at least it’s over!
4.6.2026

[Memzo @_memzo_]

what’s in me that needs to be fixed so I can be loved?

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It’s been 10 years since I graduated from high school…

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Even my sister is leaving me.
12.5.2026
Tuesday

[Memzo @_memzo_]

وإني لا أندم على شيء كندمي على ودٍ أمنحه فأحصد ردودًا باردة باهتة، كأنها عقابٌ لي.

- أحمد مدحت

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After 3 months and more of not talking with my siblings and vice versa. I talked to my brother today.
It is a relief but sad that brother seemed like he was an enemy towards me.
30.4.2026
Thursday

[Memzo @_memzo_]

Ended up telling him about how I enjoy hurting my self, low self-worth, guilt of having things from him, triggers from childhood,asking to be understood and wanting to be away to get better.
28.4.2026

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13 days of not experiencing SI thoughts… that’s the longest streak
20.4.2026

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When am I gonna get my freedom?
21.4.2027

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285 pages bitti!