I sit quietly and realize that God has been taking care of me this whole time, maybe not in luxurious ways, maybe not with an easy life. But through protection, provison, good health, surviving hard days and always having just enough to keep going.
You really came a long way from the person you used to be. You made it through days that took everything in you just to keep going, while still trying to heal and put yourself back together. Even when life felt heavy, you kept showing up for yourself. I hope you look at who you are now and realize how much you made it through. You deserve every good thing that’s finally finding its way to you 🤍
One of the loneliest feelings is breaking down in front of someone you love and realizing they’re more frustrated by your emotions than concerned about your pain. Sometimes loneliness isn’t being by yourself. It’s feeling unseen while someone is right beside you.
i don’t think some people really understand what it’s like to carry things you never got the chance to process. they just think time heals everything, but sometimes it doesn’t…time just teaches you how to function around the pain. how to smile. how to show up. how to do what you’re supposed to do. you just learn how to perform “okay” so well that people stop asking if you actually are.
I don’t think healthy love is supposed to make you wonder where you stand every other week. There can be disagreements, bad days and misunderstandings, but there should still be a sense that you’re both choosing the relationship.