Right now I can't bring myself to make the guest bed because you were the last one sleeping there and I can't leave my bedroom because my house is flooded with pictures of you. And I can't handle that this is the last photo I'll ever take with you.
Used to @mell_meow backing me on everything to the point where I don't even know who to tell things to anymore. Like fuck y'all I only wanna tell her so she hypes up.
When you used to make fun of your mom for talking to trees and using oils for her headaches but now you're talking to your therapist about energies and swapping crystals.
I regret wasting my time, money, some of my youth, and energy going to school for things I never wanted to do just because I was "smart" when I am more than happy just slinging drinks and sleeping in every day