@martyn2019 absolutely not,, once something is over and they text me after a year, I leave them on seen and if that’s not clear, they get blocked and I never speak to them again
situationship logic has to be the pinnacle of hopemaxxing,, there’s a certain beauty in it, that I can’t help respect but at the same time grateful that it’s not me
If luck allowed, we would spend the whole day mountain climbing, sledding (and skiing as well; so far I have managed five steps) and writing.
Franz Kafka, 1922.
I didn’t cook something for the party on sunday bc I ran out of time and got late after gambling but I brought peak alcohol and the best crisps on the market,, women in male dominated fields
it doesn’t but you have to find ways to detach yourself from it as much as you humanly can,, ofc it won’t be consistent and you’ll have very rough patches + circumstances can make it worse, but once you accept it as a part of life (if yours can’t really be cured) there is light🖤
as someone who still leans towards the miserable comfort of suicidal ideation more often than they would like to but so much less than before,, I genuinely wish you get to experience at least some of your life so radiantly that the idea of suicide becomes absurd to you 🫂🖤
probably how good some black mold-induced hallucinations would feel if you didn’t have a health “expert” in your ear telling you its “toxic” and “dangerous”