Now I'm down bad crying at the gym
Everything comes out teenage petulance
"What if I can't have him"
"I might just die, it would make no difference."
Down bad, waking up in blood
Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up
What if I can't have us.
I might just not get up.
Did you really beam me up?
In a cloud of sparkling dust
Just to do experiments on
Tell me I was the chosen one
Show me that this world is bigger than us
Then sent me back where I came from
For a moment I knew cosmic love
as someone who has gone to 20+ concerts alone, going solo to concerts is so freeing. you’re on ur own time, so u don’t have to work around others’. u have a BIG opportunity to meet new ppl organically & you’re more in the moment. everything worth doing is worth doing alone.