I wanna be so bad mentally that people actually are concerned about me or even care
I want someone to sit down and look at me and be concerned about me and care
"mental health matters" until I suddenly hate those I loved most on a random day and decide to js ghost evb, then act like nothing happened 2 days later
I miss you but I’ll never reach out first, I know if I come back I’ll just hurt you again I’ll leave you alone with your new friends, I hope they’re treating you well