I wanna experience a man loving me so much, that hurting me is unfathomable to him … even when we’re not seeing eye to eye. On our worst days, I’m still the apple of his eye.
One thing I cannot tolerate at this grown age is someone who acts like cause and effect does not exist. Your actions caused this outcome — so why are you standing there shocked, playing the victim.
Do not let people gaslight you into thinking that duality does not exist. You can be grateful and annoyed. You can want more and be grateful for what you have. You can be angry and frustrated and still be grateful. A lot of religious and spiritual gaslighting out here.
I’ve started appreciating days where nothing dramatic happens. no bad news, no stressful interactions, no overwhelming thoughts. just a normal, quiet day where everything is calm. those are the days that actually feel like rest.
God, help me release what I can't control. If this chapter is over, give me the strength to accept it. If healing takes time, walk with me through it. And help me focus on the life You have in front of me instead of the one behind me. Amen 🙏🏾