Ayah saya adalah salah seorang daripada Petugas Arah Kiblat Rumah (P.A.K.A.R) yang bertauliah.
Kepada yang mahu mendapat arah kiblat yang tepat di rumah mereka, boleh hubungi ayah saya untuk perkhidmatan memperbetulkan arah kiblat.
Mohon RT nya. Terima kasih.
Life can be hard to comprehend at times. No matter how good you are to them, don’t expect them to treat you the same. Sometimes the people you love the most, turn out to be the people you can trust the least.
Dont they know it? Cant they see it? Im gasping for air. How do i correct whats broken? I dont even know who or what that needs to be fixed anymore. Im confused. They made me confused. Which side should i put my feet on?
& they said u shouldnt have done this, that, this and that were wrong. U are wrong. without even focusing on the main problem.& i started blaming myself back. Coz i thought that was the right thing to do. Maybe i’d do better if i do what they told me to do instead.i died inside.
People say dont keep everything to urself. Thats why u r always sad. But people doesnt listen to me. And they conclude that i am a mess. And then abandon me.
I rarely stand up for myself . But when i do, people blamed me back and made it looks like its my fault. Ottoke? Dont i have a voice here? Why is it always my fault?