I detach very fast. Anything i love extremely deeply I'm prepared to lose. It can break my heart but I have learned how to keep going. It can seem cold, but if it takes me off my pivot.. I’ll cut my finger off to save my hand.
I can’t lose myself again, for anything. I'll heal
As a therapist, I want to tell you: “You loved him because love is in you. You had fun because you are fun. You felt happy because you are a happy person. You gave your all because that is who you are. You have a really beautiful way of loving, and you are going to be okay.”
I wish I could explain how tiring it is to live inside a head that never fully rests. Even during happy moments, there are thoughts, never ending cycle
Sometimes I accidentally accept the bare minimum trying to be considerate of what others are going through and that’s a habit I need to let go of expeditiously.
There are so many more sunsets to see, there are so many more flowers to smell, there are so many more ice cream flavours to taste, there is so much more laughter to hear, there is so much more love to feel. There is so much more life.