i’ve removed ego and shame from the experience of liking people. me liking someone is my personal decision, but that doesn’t mean they’re obligated to like me back, desire me or act according to my expectations. i don’t see rejection or lack of reciprocity as an attack on my self worth.
and by “shameless,” i mean i’m not carrying embarrassment on my head because i like someone. whether i text first, express interest or end up liking them more than they like me, it is what it is. i’m not going to start acting emotionally detached just to protect pride. i also think people who genuinely find mutual attraction, emotional alignment and timing at the same time are very lucky because it honestly doesn’t happen as easily as people make it seem.
in other news, I’m emotionally dependent on Ava and Deborah now, so I’m delaying watching the final episode of Hacks for as long as my willpower lets me
and sometimes, in all my travels or wherever I go, there will be this moment that I catch myself tearing up when I think of my parents. how they didn’t get to eat what I ate or see what I saw
not walking, but I vividly remember riding a horse at the top of a snowy mountain somewhere in Kyrgyzstan. I cried so much that day, thinking, that I’ve really done it
"rooney couldn’t look at me, and I couldn’t look at her, so in a way we were both looking at projections of memories of each other" in the year of 2026, she is insane
Happy 34th birthday to Adria Arjona!
Long before Andor & Hit Man, she delivered one of her most electric moments in Irma Vep (2022), a scene with Alicia Vikander built entirely on pure sexual tension, all in the eyes, barely a touch, yet unforgettable.
yo hold up. theres no happy ending in this fic I’m currently reading. just straight up emotional torture with no closure, huge fights and break up in the last chapter 😭
The concept of setiap kali sebelum solat jumaat kena doa kesejahteraan kepada these people sedangkan they are living this kind of life while some of us kais pagi makan pagi.