You have failed completely, utterly, absolutely. I wish I had even one last membrane of hope left to tell you otherwise, but there is nothing. You have ruined it, and you will go on ruining it, forever
The reason everything feels like it's collapsing is because it is. The social contract was: work hard, contribute to society, and you'll have security. That contract is dead. Now it's: work hard, go into debt, and hope you don't get sick or old because the system has no plan for you.
I found this photo of an Egyptian apartment in 2002
it's even more surprising when you knowtgat Cairo almost lost over 2M square kilometer of green area since 2006