noah hope | in recovery🍉

cptsd // arfid, ednos, pro-recovery// also poverty lol // minors DNI // gay // vegan // free Palestine 🍉

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

#edtwt new intro

✨ name : noah hope
🐁 pronouns: he/him
🐢 age : 24 (soon 25)
🍓 interests : musical theater, concerts, activism (feminism, anti-racism, animal rights, anti-imperialism)
🐍 snake dad
🏳️‍🌈 gay, polyam

🚫 DNI: minors, transphobes, bodyshamers

♡/↻ to be moots

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

how did loving myself take both 25 whole years and also just 3 days?

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

@starvingsaturn I like that I'm there for myself even though it's hard. I like that I'm working on my mental health. I like that I'm learning to love myself.

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

while I was gone, I got diagnosed with ADHD, started trauma therapy and had the majority of my finals (and they all went well)

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

"maybe I needed to lose you to find myself"

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

Never again will this heart be your home.

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

you think you left me behind
but I was ahead of you all along

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

you kicked me when I was at my lowest
and I picked myself back up

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

@starvingdyke69 iconic

[Blondie 👠🍏 @seeeingspots]

dying my bush green so i don’t have to move to touch grass

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

@nino4edtwt merman

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

>started recovering 3 weeks ago
>bf broke up with me last week
>(the day before my birthday)
>I lose 3 fckn kgs in a week bc of grief
>worried.

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

I'm alive!
Holy fucking shit, I'm alive.
I just had the worst month of my fucking life.

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

not to think too highly of myself, but in a "who hates themselves the most"-competition, I just might win

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

@lilithismyhero professional? you mean we can get money for this?!

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

just weighed myself after a week of "eating normally" and I only gained 300g
here comes the god complex

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

might be back (in relapse)
tonight is just not good emotionally and I really don't like myself right now

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

@snakelicker aww happy birthday to it✨

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

I have this intense urge to do something - anything to harm myself
anything other than cutting, I'm not breaking my almost 2 year long "sobriety"!

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

@c0axcabl3 oof...

[noah hope | in recovery🍉 @_noah_isnt_]

@daffodilly WAAaaaAaaAAAIITT FOR ME! I'm comiiiiing!