retired speedballer

I’d like to congratulate drugs, for winning the war on drugs Ⓜ️💙

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

i need self control but i always wanna get HIGHER

[xan @lilxan1k]

all roads lead back to substance abuse

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

are all russian women this evil and fucking CRAZY?

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

this woman really texts me out of the blue to basically boast. ugh

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

I need a bottle and a friend but I have #neither ¯\_(´-ι_-｀)_/¯

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

need to binge watch and play as much shit in my backlog as possible just in case my heart actually fails on me

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

went too hard on stimulants the other night and been feeling a slight pinch in my left chest area every so often. such a drag

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

I wish I can wake up with amnesia

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

gg

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

i’m not built for sleep deprivation i’ll literally lobotomize myself

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

definitely not sleeping tonight. however , if my brain doesn’t explode I will be sleeping all day today

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

need a downer bad

[kimi @kimikiim88]

if feet are in the pic i’m zooming in sorry

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

4am it’s close again

[mr shart @drshavargoo]

The best way to play any persona game is when ur at absolute rock bottom

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

i have so many Visual Novels I don’t know where to start

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

so so so stimmed tf out rn my veins might just explode from how constricted they are

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

crazy how i went from being the golden boy of the family and the only one in my bloodline to go to college, to dropping out and becoming a poly addict NEET that isolates himself.
I got completely crushed by the weight of what everyone expected me to become

but its not over yet

[retired speedballer @_notevenhuman]

🎶change my face , I grow my hair~ need a comb🎶